Radiant

In the past 24 hours I have:

  • Evacuated every solid and liquid inside my body
  • Missed my child
  • Watched six episodes of Friday Night Lights
  • Spooned with the vomit bowl
  • Felt grateful for a husband who can leave work
  • Felt despair in that there’s no one else to call
  • Convinced myself this pain is actually labor and I’m losing the baby
  • Sobbed
  • Mentally packed my bag for the hospital
  • Cranked up the radiant floor heating to 80° and passed out
  • Lost four pounds

I look forward to a better tomorrow.

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